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Hihi~~~ I've been terribly busy and sometimes suffocated over things which I force myself to do. For example, this one:


Well, this is actually the original sample of a flyer which is designed by me. Several comrades, together with me, we vow to push our limits and started off a business which we're going to sell flowers to the students who are graduating soon in UPM!

Ughh... this piece of flyer has taken me hours to accomplish.... What's more, another new blog site with the name élite (Click Here!), had also taken me another extra hours to establish. Phewww.... gosh, that was exhausting!

Please support us and start making orders ;P

I'm gonna close my eyes and regenerate my brain cells for now...

Unknown Lifeforms?

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I was shocked when I saw this video on the net. There are certainly many weird things out there which we do not aware of.

The video is claimed to be taken by using a snakecam down a sewer in North California. But well, I'm not really sure whether or not it's a fake, or someone made that up out of boredom.

But.... Look, is this one of the consequences of what we did daily? We throw rubbish everywhere, not practicing hygienic habits, we are like chemical-releasing autobots everyday. More often than not, we produce so much toxins to the environment without actually realizing it.

And perhaps then, these lifeforms emerged. Watching the movements of these disgusting "new" lifeforms, a multiple-award winning Korean movie called "The Host" is recalled vividly. Although the storyline is more inclined to the disastrous genre, with some sort of destructive Godzilla in it, it actually reminds us that we should sometimes slow down on our pace, and observe the natural greens and blues which the God had crafted so meticulously for us, and in return, love it, preserve it.

This video is dated on April 2009. If this is true, a new life form should be taking the advantage of the polluted environment and happily grow into a STRONG and HEALTHY organism.

A Bad Restart

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As I thought that day would be a fantastic day, a day which I could finish off my internship in stylish ways by holding the hands of every colleague while mumbling touching words which attract teary eyes. I was actually getting ready to fly away from the company which had kept me for 6-months of imprisonment, wallop all the delicious dishes which I could imagined during the farewell dinner.

But things did not turn out well that day, followed shortly by the death of King of Pop, an unexpected call from my course mate shocked me in every inch of my nerve, my mind went blank for a few seconds soon after I was informed that our dear CV was in a very critical condition.

After struggling with the soul reaper for more than two years now, leukemia seemed to prevail. Suddenly, I had no mood to celebrate any farewell functions or whatsoever. This piece of news simply seemed to be too traumatic for me to experience it again. I immediately left the working place a few hours earlier.

Back in the moments when I was still a Form 5 chap, a friend of mine who we thought had been recovered from leukemia, was killed mercilessly by his cruel destiny. That vivid memory has never been forgotten.

5 years later, another friend of mine encountered the same tormenting experience. When we all thought that everything was gonna be okay, the cancerous cells made a come back, owning every remaining cells which were, back then, healthy within the poor body of my friend.

I've never seen his condition turned out to be this way before. He was dispirited and the cancerous cells rendered the appearance of numerous black dots on his skin. I suddenly recalled his once joyful face which basically reflects his optimistic personality. Though he was very tired, but till the very end, he tried to talk to us, despite he was in his half-conscious state of mind. I know he could hear us talking to him, being utterly supportive to him.

This fateful morning, when I was preparing to go for another visit, it was announced that CV had passed away. A sign of relief, for him, as well as for his family members, I reckon. But he was killed at such a young age, I really feel sorry for him.

I thought I could write something fabulous, something cheerful when I make a come back in my blog site. But no, I shall just keep my fingers crossed, pray hard for him and his family members, mourning for the loss of a good friend.

Sorry, I never told you, all I wanted to say.
Now it's too late to hold you. '
Cause you've flown away, so far away.

Never, Had I imagined, yeah, living without your smile.
Feelin' and knowing you hear me.
It keeps me alive. Alive!

And I know you're shining down on me from Heaven,
Like so many friends we've lost along the way,
And I know eventually we'll be together.
One sweet day.

Picture a little scene from Heaven.

Darling, I never showed you.
Assumed you'd always be there.
I took your presence for granted.
But I always cared
And I miss the love we shared.

And I know you're shining down on me from Heaven.
Like so many friends we've lost along the way.
And I know eventually we'll be together.
One sweet day.

Picture a little scene from Heaven.

Although, the sun will never shine the same, I'll
always look to a brighter day.

Yeah, Lord, I know, when I lay me down to sleep,
You'll always listen, as I pray!

And I know you're shining down on me from Heaven,
Like so many friends we've lost along the way,
And I know eventually we'll be together.
One sweet day.

And I know you're shining down on me from Heaven,
Like so many friends we've lost along the way,
And I know eventually we'll be together.
One sweet day.

Sorry, I Never told you, all I wanted to say

(~ One Sweet Day by Boyz II Men & Mariah Carey)


In remembrance of our good friend, Chean Voon. RIP.



Faded Fantasy

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Genting Highland used to be like a dream place to me, you know, like the land where Mickey Mouse lives in for his entire life alongside with his eternally unchanged girlfriend as well as his whole bunch of unbelievable animated blokes.

As a kid, whenever my parents spilled out the words "Genting Highland", and relate these two words which could stimulate every inch of my nerves with some other choices of words, for example, "we are going...", I would be jumping up and down the sofas or anything that I could make contact with both of my feet like one of the mascots of Genting Highland (there's a monkey among that bunch of animals, isn't it?)

Last week, I was experiencing a tormenting 7-day period. Out of no where, rare ulcers kept visiting my mouth, they all popped out out of the blue, and to top it all, their friendly neighbourhood, Mr. Fever came along to visit me at the same time.

That was a really rare event. I went to consult the doc and guess what the doc told me? She surprised me with an announcement that I was actually got infected with Coxakie virus (I'm not sure whether I spelt it all right), and I was infected with a very mild form of Hand, Foot & Mouth Disease.

I thought, wow, GREAT! I've got myself a baby disease! (Since babies, toddlers and older people who exceed 60 years old are the people who are most susceptible to Hand, Foot & Mouth Disease)

Then Friday came and we were on our way to Genting Highland. Perhaps it was because of the disturbance caused by the disgusting ulcers, I could not enjoy a nibble bit. (Or perhaps it was because of the fact that I went with my family members? I gotta admit hanging out with a bunch of friends would definitely make a different set of atmosphere)

But man, all the queues were terribly long. As if I was wanting to play a game so badly till all my legs became numb. Gosh, how have I grew old all these years? But I still screamed like hell with all angles of my mouth wide opened when I rode on the Pirate Ship and Space Shot, till a small portion of my lip (a minor part where a small ulcer actually enjoy growing on it) broke open, and some droplets of reddish liquor which almost resembles the famous cocktail, Bloody Mary, popped out from my openable organ which locates under my nostrils.

Very nice... Given that I went to join my dear coursemates for a KTV session the next day, with a very sexy voice, plus a mouth with biological landmines galore.

All Those Hoax

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Can't really recall when these mails are bugging me.

Whenever I sneak into my e-mail accounts, a lot of familiar mails keep popping out after I clicked on them.

Amongst the common ones are something like:

"Bill Gates is going to present you with $ after you forward this mail to 8 friends of yours..."
Holy crap, the mail circulation becomes so wild that my friends really believed in it and start forwarding this piece of junk around to their acquaintances, as if Mr. Gates is really developing some kind of new Microsoft systems by giving away cash prizes, and this system seems to be taking thousand of years for completion.

Well, the one which is mentioned above is somewhat exaggerating. But there are also some pieces of mails which made me almost believe in them with all my heart.

For instance, "Vitamin C cannot be consumed together with seafood, especially shrimps for they could cause the emergence of high dosage of arsenic"... Man, I almost get caught up on this one! Food poisoning by a product which is formed with the combination of vitamin C and shrimps, that seems to be too scientific to be false.

But my friend, that one is a fallacious one as well. No scientific evidence proves that to be true.

I am always beating myself up mentally regarding these matters, and to be frank, in fact I am kind of cynical in a way... Or should I say contain the slightest sense by feeling disgusted toward people who thought that almost every forwarded mail is rightful without proper and further thinking...

But thank God, recently I came across a website which is owned by a couple who do take these matters into deep concerns by investigating every single forwarded truth (or hoax) in this sophisticated society of web.

Check out the validity of every seemingly false mail which tempted you to believe in at Snopes.com.

Blogin' Busy

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I don't really have the time to update my OWN personal blog, or even my book store for that matter, but tell you what, I actually wasted some of my working time blogging... sounds ironic?

Well, my company had asked me to set up a blog site for them, and I made it all up by myself, all the flashy banners, the decorative items, most importantly, seeking info for article writing...

*faint*...

I hope my company really appreciate for what I've did to them.

Cancerous Blues

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Cancer is a word which has been bugging me for many many years.

When I was in primary school, although asthmatic attacks had been very deadly, little did I knew that cancer could be a more hazardous disease... which unluckily, struck one of the parent of my friend.

When I was in Form 5, one of my friends was diagnosed with leukemia. Like others, he went for many kind of tormenting therapies which were then claimed to be highly effective ways in destroying the bad microorganisms (and little do we know that, the good ones were being sent to heaven too).

By the time we thought that he had fully recovered when we saw him actively participating and joined us in classes, we were thinking,thank God for listening to our prayers. But all things in this world is very unpredictable, one day, my late friend just puked a large amount of blood onto his bed in his room one morning.

This incident caused an uproar around the school. Since his house was located very near our school, the school management gave a nod to the students to attend his funeral at his house.

It was very sobering seeing his parents cried that way during the funeral. That was the first time I witness the death of my friend.

Not long after that, soul reapers had been seeking the victims in my church too. On certain fateful days, passed out, they became...

University life should be a wonderful journey to all youngsters, very unfortunately, a friend of mine was diagnosed with the same thing.

Right now, I'm working as a nutritionist in my company. Sometimes, there would be calls from potential customers who would got on their nerves when Malays received their calls for they were not very fluent in English. But later on, the line will eventually transferred to me. And the first thing strikes my mind, "Oh gosh, it's not again..."

Look, cancer is prevailing and it infects younger people nowadays. I found that more and more people are seeking the slightest piece of hope, just to survive. (why are there silly people fiding ways to suicide?) My customers often ask, "can your product cure my sickness?", "I'm in the 4th stage now, can I end this sufferings by consuming your products?"

I don't know how to answer them, but only believe in giving them positive responses by telling them not to lose hopes, that I've been through highs and lows with friends who experienced the same bad luck as them, I sincerely hope that I could be a shoulders for them to lean on. I feel like a medium between the cancer patients.Align Center
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