Phantom Reborn

Hihi~~~ I've been terribly busy and sometimes suffocated over things which I force myself to do. For example, this one:


Well, this is actually the original sample of a flyer which is designed by me. Several comrades, together with me, we vow to push our limits and started off a business which we're going to sell flowers to the students who are graduating soon in UPM!

Ughh... this piece of flyer has taken me hours to accomplish.... What's more, another new blog site with the name élite (Click Here!), had also taken me another extra hours to establish. Phewww.... gosh, that was exhausting!

I was shocked when I saw this video on the net. There are certainly many weird things out there which we do not aware of.

The video is claimed to be taken by using a snakecam down a sewer in North California. But well, I'm not really sure whether or not it's a fake, or someone made that up out of boredom.

But.... Look, is this one of the consequences of what we did daily? We throw rubbish everywhere, not practicing hygienic habits, we are like chemical-releasing autobots everyday. More often than not, we produce so much toxins to the environment without actually realizing it.

And perhaps then, these lifeforms emerged. Watching the movements of these disgusting "new" lifeforms, a multiple-award winning Korean movie called "The Host" is recalled vividly. Although the storyline is more inclined to the disastrous genre, with some sort of destructive Godzilla in it, it actually reminds us that we should sometimes slow down on our pace, and observe the natural greens and blues which the God had crafted so meticulously for us, and in return, love it, preserve it.

This video is dated on April 2009. If this is true, a new life form should be taking the advantage of the polluted environment and happily grow into a STRONG and HEALTHY organism.

As I thought that day would be a fantastic day, a day which I could finish off my internship in stylish ways by holding the hands of every colleague while mumbling touching words which attract teary eyes. I was actually getting ready to fly away from the company which had kept me for 6-months of imprisonment, wallop all the delicious dishes which I could imagined during the farewell dinner.

But things did not turn out well that day, followed shortly by the death of King of Pop, an unexpected call from my course mate shocked me in every inch of my nerve, my mind went blank for a few seconds soon after I was informed that our dear CV was in a very critical condition.

After struggling with the soul reaper for more than two years now, leukemia seemed to prevail. Suddenly, I had no mood to celebrate any farewell functions or whatsoever. This piece of news simply seemed to be too traumatic for me to experience it again. I immediately left the working place a few hours earlier.

Back in the moments when I was still a Form 5 chap, a friend of mine who we thought had been recovered from leukemia, was killed mercilessly by his cruel destiny. That vivid memory has never been forgotten.

5 years later, another friend of mine encountered the same tormenting experience. When we all thought that everything was gonna be okay, the cancerous cells made a come back, owning every remaining cells which were, back then, healthy within the poor body of my friend.

I've never seen his condition turned out to be this way before. He was dispirited and the cancerous cells rendered the appearance of numerous black dots on his skin. I suddenly recalled his once joyful face which basically reflects his optimistic personality. Though he was very tired, but till the very end, he tried to talk to us, despite he was in his half-conscious state of mind. I know he could hear us talking to him, being utterly supportive to him.

This fateful morning, when I was preparing to go for another visit, it was announced that CV had passed away. A sign of relief, for him, as well as for his family members, I reckon. But he was killed at such a young age, I really feel sorry for him.

I thought I could write something fabulous, something cheerful when I make a come back in my blog site. But no, I shall just keep my fingers crossed, pray hard for him and his family members, mourning for the loss of a good friend.